@cpaswag, I'm very sorry to hear your situation, that is very unfortunate and no matter what your abusive father has said to you, I want you to know that it isn't true. Your value is not in the exams, and you are capable of doing it. I used Roger, which was great for the other three, and even though I passed REG, I wasn't a huge fan of Roger. I guess Roger is more focused on helping you conceptually learn the material, but that doesn't make you as confident/comfortable for REG, but clearly what he does works, so I can't complain. I've heard from multiple people that Roger and Ninja is a great way to go.
I also wanted to share this verse with you: “For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.” Psalm 139:13-16
You can do this cpaswag! I have 100% confidence in you, I know you'll become a CPA and you will be a great CPA.
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