[Anonymous]

FAR was my last part. I passed the other three the first time. I spent literally 2 months studying for this exam. I walked into the exam thinking I knew what was what and that I would walk out pretty confident I was done. But I had no freaking clue on the majority of the Multiple Choice. My testlets didn’t get hard. They were equally brutual. But I was determined to have 45 minutes for each simulation and I did just that. I spent 35 minutes on the first, 45 minutes on the second and 55 third (or something like that). Took a 10 minute break to suck down a cigarette. I spent 45 minutes on the first simulation and the remainder on the second. The simulations tabs weren’t hard at all compared to the MCQ’s. They were actually ok…which makes me nervous in case they are adaptive. The memos were ok. Didn’t really know the topics all that well, but I tried to write something that looked good and not get too technical.

It was hard not to cry during this exam. Thank God I had scheduled a vacation and went right to the airport after the exam to fly to Vegas. On the others, I felt confident that I had passed and did. This one, I am so praying praying praying for a huge curve or something. I probably got a majority of the points for the simulation, but I think I realy messed up the MCQ’s. =(

Everytime I think about my experience, I want to go home and crawl in my bed and cry. I worked so hard for these exams and I don’t want to disappoint everyone, including myself, if I get that failing score. Everyone rolls their eyes when I tell them I think I failed because I have gotten two scores in the 90’s. I don’t know. I’m just so depressed right now! I don’t want to study anymore. My brain is fried.