Hi ktlight90,
Your motivation should be getting that CPA license and the opportunities that come with that CPA license. In order to do that, you have to give up some things (leisure time with watching tv, playing games, social media, internet surfing, shopping, etc. or spending alot of time with family and friends). You must give those up. Studying should be your number one priority, even when you do not feel like it. If you are tired, take a nap. You have dream, think, and breathe the CPA exam until you pass.
I too failed AUD twice (once in 2012 and once in 2013) and I felt like giving up. But when I reflect back on why I really failed, I really truly did not put in the proper amount of study time with the material. I only studied a few units within my Gleim review course at the time hoping I could wing the actual CPA exam. I let spending time with family and my boyfriend, surfing the internet, playing games, and watching tv and videos take over my time from studying. Also an unfavorable event happened in my life during 2013 that totally made me lose focus on the CPA exam.
I took a 3 year break (even though the CPA exam still haunted me) and this time around for 2016, I am more focus and have set my mind on “all things CPA exam!” I also decided to start with a different section instead of AUD. I'm studying FAR right now. It's really mind over matter. And if you feel tired, take a nap, and once you wake up, get back to studying. Find the time and make time for study. Anytime you are idle (even at work), review material or take a few MCQs. Don't let outside influences like family and friends get in the way. You have to say NO to everything else!
Also get over that fear of failing again. That's what I had to get over in order to start over again. Best wishes to you. Hope this helps.
Began my CPA journey in 2012 using Gleim and mistakenly paid to take all 4 parts within 6 months:
AUD - 51, 47 (did not study properly)
REG - 39 (did not study at all, just took it on a whim)
Did not sit for FAR or BEC
I gave up in 2013... 🙁
Resumed my CPA journey in 2016 using Gleim again with the following plan:
FAR - study Feb thru Jun, take exam 6/5/16
AUD - study Jun thru Aug, take exam 8/28/16
REG - study Sep thru Dec, take exam 12/4/16
BEC - study Dec thru Feb, take exam 2/26/17