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Hi everyone,
I got my results from AUD this morning and got a 74. I am just really bummed out. Not exactly sure what I am looking for from posting this but I am just overwhelmed by how tough and slow this process has been. I was hoping to get done with AUD before the exam changes so that the only thing I’d have to worry about is FAR. Now I’ll have to retake AUD, wait for the results until Aug and study FAR not knowing how I did on AUD. I have until Mar 2018 before my BEC score expires, and with only being able to take one exam per window, I really don’t know if that will be possible. I am not the smartest person so I know that perhaps FAR will take me more than one tries. How many I gonna fit everything in? I don’t even know if I’ll ever pass any exam with these new exam changes. I am just not smart.
If I don’t pass these exams, I will not get promoted next year. I have gained so much weight losing sight of my health over these exams. Plus I am not exactly in a good place in life in general. I am constantly worried if I’ll have to relocate to another destination (I am a foreign citizen and so if my work visa doesn’t get approved in 2 months, I will need to move to another country which is hard when you’ve built a life for yourself here). My family is not exactly the most supportive when it comes to my relationship with my partner, and I have just been struggling in general. I’ve been traveling a lot for work which has made studying difficult. This pass could have been one thing going well for me but that didn’t even happen. I don’t even know what I’m doing with my life anymore.
I apologize for the long rant but just need some words of advice from you guys.
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