[Anonymous]

I gotta say that I am dragging…I have REG in 1 month and 3 days and I am just dragging butt.

I’m having a really hard time getting motivated. With Aud and BEC I had an internal drive (thanks to my new job) and a bit of a dare to do it kind of mentality. Work and tax season just zapped my energy levels and then my Mom passing was a kick to the gut. I’m not one for excuses…I need to get my butt up and study (and I have been putting in the time) but it just seems like my effectiveness is way down and honestly I am mentally spent. I just want to go sit on the couch with the family and watch a movie. Meanwhile, this exam is speeding down the tracks at me.

I need to buck up and find some energy. I want to study well again with energy and excitement. I want to pass. But I am so tired it is like I have the FLU and it’s not just this exam, I’m finding it hard to give a dang about work or anything else. I guess it is just stress.

So come one, come all….line up and give me a swift kick in the butt. Otherwise, I am headed for failsville. I NEED to get this REG done. This is where I stalled last time and (coincidentally enough, where three relatives died in a six day period right before the exams) I desperately need to achieve this hurdle.

So go drill sarge on me. Give it to me rough because nothing else is working right now.

CPAPending