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I am exhausted, defeated and excuse-less.
I passed AUD with an 83 and gave myself 2 months to study for REG but I’ve also been preparing for Canadian immigration–including sitting for language exams, meeting with lawyers, getting police certificates from FIVE different countries (each with a significantly different process that needed to be researched), contacting old employers for employment verification letters–and moving on the 18th back to my home country. I scheduled REG for the 10th (tomorrow) and BEC for the 17th.
I read 20 pages of Wiley today. I managed to study 10% of the videos before, but it’s been hard to manage. Pile on family problems, personal problems and my anxiety and I can’t even bring myself to open up the textbook again tonight. I still plan on taking the exam cold because I paid for it and I don’t have the opportunity to take it again this year anyhow before my NTS runs out.
I’m just feeling utterly destroyed. My nerves are shot. It has just been hard for me to balance this immigration stuff with studying even though I haven’t been working and I am furious at myself for not being able to manage. I have a 3.98 GPA in my Masters and was inducted into academic honors societies in both undergrad and grad school and yet I have zero discipline and terrible study habits. I’m terrified of what employers are going to think when they see my first REG score because it ain’t gonna be pretty tomorrow…
Just wanted to know if anyone else has gone through the same thing. How did you come out the other end?
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