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I will be 100% honest with this.
After I failed FAR I really wanted to stop taking exams altogether. The thought of having to study for FAR again depressed the hell out of me. I had already started studying for AUD before my score for FAR was released so by the time I found out I had failed I was halfway through AUD and figured I’d give it a shot since #1 I paid for it and #2 it was coming easy to me.
I have a lot going on in my personal life right now as I am engaged, planning/paying for our wedding, we just bought our 1st home and we are remodeling it, top to bottom! Then I also start this new job in public accounting at the end of the month. I have had some other personal stresses lately and everything just really pushed me too far.
I made a decision Wednesday night that I had had enough and AUD would be the last exam I took. I told myself that I didn’t care enough about this to keep being so miserable and I had so much other stuff I needed to focus on. I didn’t study at all Thursday, and today before my exam I skimmed a few notes and said screw it and headed over.
I walked in with a smile bc mentally I thought this was it, when I walk out I am FREE! The process was 100% smoother than last time when everything went wrong from the door. I was upbeat, smiling and had no stress bc pass or fail I was done. I started the exam and the 1st testlet wasn’t bad…the 2nd one DEF harder and confusing and the 3rd Id say was moderate.
The we get to the SIMS which I dread…and out of 7 there were only 1 I wasn’t 100% confident on. I had 2 research questions so I assume 1 of them will get thrown out. I finished with 1.5 hours left…I didn’t rush…I just went about my business as I saw fit and I didn’t stress over every question.
I walked out smiling just as I had when I walked in. I said to myself in the elevator…I think I actually could have just passed that exam lol. I won’t find out score until beg of next month.
There is still a HUGE part of me that just wants to stop….but the tiniest piece of me keeps glancing at my REG book wondering if I should give that one a shot…I had intended to read the tax sections of the REG book anyways just for my own knowledge and to better assist me with my new job but now I wonder.
I wonder if that 2% will change my mindset.
For now I intend to take the month off and relax before work.
REG: 80 (11/13/15)
FAR: APR 2016
BEC
AUD"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow." - Winston Churchill
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