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Hi all,
So I just joined the Another71 team. I’ve been reading the forum for years and I think its a great forum. I feel so awful today that I felt compelled to sign up and share my feeling to this family b/c I know there are probably a few of you that understand.
This is my story.
I’ve been studying the exam off and on for the last 8 years, really i’ve only have taken it a total of 4X (3X Reg & 1X Aug). Last time i took an exam was almost exactly a year ago. Which you all know I failed. Every time its like someone punched me in the stomach! Each time I failed, I let the dream go. So much time that I’ve put into it, all the sacrifice away from family/friends, all the hobbies i’ve put aside seem to creep up so when i fail it made me realize that I choose life over this exam. This is why this has dragged out for so many years, which is really embarrassing to admit. Good thing you just see my screen name. Then something comes up at work or just in my thoughts and I get haunted with the fact that I need to get this beast of an exam done so I can move on with life. My dream is to have my own practice, I don’t want to work for anyone, I don’t want the bureaucracy that comes with working for someone, I want my freedom. I love accounting and can read about for hours without having to. I work side by side CPA’s and we do the same tasks they’re just getting paid more. Today I had a big blow at work, I’m being bumped on a position b/c I don’t have the right experience. When all along i’ve been doing 95% of the exact same tasks! Can’t say I was surprised, we unfortunately live in a very competitive workforce and they have lots of CPAs to choose from.
So this brings me back to exam. I need to get this exam done because this is going to haunt me forever. Im over 40 and the competitiveness is not going away and I know the older I get it will be just that much harder. Im a person with an entrepreneurial spirit and love business. Love to talk to people, I love to sell things to people, most importantly I love to help people. These are few reasons why I’ve dreamed of having an accounting business of my own.
I guess i’m asking for words of encouragement from the Another71 family – I feel like it now or never for this exam and I need help from those of you that understand…….
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