Anyone else breaking down??? - Page 3

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    Extremely burnt out, down, depressed, stressed out and hating life. This exam doesn’t leave any room to do anything in life and just eating my life away and away..exhaustion is not the word, I have no words to describe especially that life issues alone are hard enough then the exam disallows you to fix anything in your life.

    Misery loves company, I’m sure I’m not the only one here..

    FAR - 71, 68, 74, (8/31/14) 78 ✔
    REG - 67, 71, 71, (10/18/14) 78 ✔
    BEC - (11/29/14) 86 ✔
    AUD - 73, (4/4/15) 86 ✔

    I can't believe this is over! 2 years and 3 months..

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  • #620824
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    2 sections per window has worked well for me. taking 1 section at the start of the window and 1 at the end gives you plenty of time to study for the next part, particularly if you're smart about it and group hard (FAR/REG) with easier (BEC/AUD). it's not even that much of a cram, you can get almost 2 months of study time between sections this way, which is plenty – almost too much. part one close to January 1st, get the rest of January, most of February, part two close to February 28th. then you get the blackout month to study for the next part.

    I will say that it still feels extremely drawn out. I am so sick of studying every single day of my life. so sick of seeing MCQ after MCQ. so sick of writing pages and pages of notes. so sick of the constant anxiety, whether it be pre-test anxiety not feeling prepared enough or post-test anxiety feeling like I failed before getting my score, which I feel every single time. mixing post-test anxiety with studying hours a day for the next section is probably the worst, most depressing, exhausting feeling I have ever felt.

    I really hate this exam. tomorrow is my last section, and it's BEC, and I know I've been slacking more than I did for any other section, and I hate myself for that. I want to be done so badly. I started studying in May but it feels like years ago. I can't believe at one point I felt some sort of nervous excitement for ordering all my exam material, having it arrive, doing my first chapter, getting my NTS in the mail, etc. I am so done with this test. just let it be over.

    I tried opening up my test bank and doing a set of 10 questions a couple of hours ago. the first question was a long one with calculations, and I just closed it. can't do it anymore. I hope I feel better tomorrow.

    #621824
    Anonymous
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    2 sections per window has worked well for me. taking 1 section at the start of the window and 1 at the end gives you plenty of time to study for the next part, particularly if you're smart about it and group hard (FAR/REG) with easier (BEC/AUD). it's not even that much of a cram, you can get almost 2 months of study time between sections this way, which is plenty – almost too much. part one close to January 1st, get the rest of January, most of February, part two close to February 28th. then you get the blackout month to study for the next part.

    I will say that it still feels extremely drawn out. I am so sick of studying every single day of my life. so sick of seeing MCQ after MCQ. so sick of writing pages and pages of notes. so sick of the constant anxiety, whether it be pre-test anxiety not feeling prepared enough or post-test anxiety feeling like I failed before getting my score, which I feel every single time. mixing post-test anxiety with studying hours a day for the next section is probably the worst, most depressing, exhausting feeling I have ever felt.

    I really hate this exam. tomorrow is my last section, and it's BEC, and I know I've been slacking more than I did for any other section, and I hate myself for that. I want to be done so badly. I started studying in May but it feels like years ago. I can't believe at one point I felt some sort of nervous excitement for ordering all my exam material, having it arrive, doing my first chapter, getting my NTS in the mail, etc. I am so done with this test. just let it be over.

    I tried opening up my test bank and doing a set of 10 questions a couple of hours ago. the first question was a long one with calculations, and I just closed it. can't do it anymore. I hope I feel better tomorrow.

    #620825
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    @Texan — simple advice…slow down. This thing is a marathon not a sprint. Life is going to get in the way; it happens to everyone. Make this thing important enough to where you make it a priority and everything else will fall into line. These exams have claimed thousands of lives that threw in the towel because “life got in the way”. Anxiety is high on this for everyone yes, it's natural. You're in the drivers seat now just execute. You got this bro. Relax.

    #621825
    Anonymous
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    @Texan — simple advice…slow down. This thing is a marathon not a sprint. Life is going to get in the way; it happens to everyone. Make this thing important enough to where you make it a priority and everything else will fall into line. These exams have claimed thousands of lives that threw in the towel because “life got in the way”. Anxiety is high on this for everyone yes, it's natural. You're in the drivers seat now just execute. You got this bro. Relax.

    #620826
    CPA soon
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    Two per window is good strategy but don't get caught trying to wing exams coz it will not work. You have to put in the time and pay your dues. bEC in 12 hours, amazes me how much crap there is in BEC. Fingers crossed! I always thought BEC would be easy, little did I know!

    FAR - 71, 68, 74, (8/31/14) 78 ✔
    REG - 67, 71, 71, (10/18/14) 78 ✔
    BEC - (11/29/14) 86 ✔
    AUD - 73, (4/4/15) 86 ✔

    I can't believe this is over! 2 years and 3 months..

    #621826
    CPA soon
    Member

    Two per window is good strategy but don't get caught trying to wing exams coz it will not work. You have to put in the time and pay your dues. bEC in 12 hours, amazes me how much crap there is in BEC. Fingers crossed! I always thought BEC would be easy, little did I know!

    FAR - 71, 68, 74, (8/31/14) 78 ✔
    REG - 67, 71, 71, (10/18/14) 78 ✔
    BEC - (11/29/14) 86 ✔
    AUD - 73, (4/4/15) 86 ✔

    I can't believe this is over! 2 years and 3 months..

    #620827
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Last score release I found out I failed BEC with a 70.. I know how you feel as my signature is starting to accrue failing scores, and my clock is ticking now.. But I scheduled a retake first week of January before I could tell myself that maybe it's time to give it up. Take a look at this motivational video. It has really helped me to get that fire back to become successful.

    https://youtu.be/0tluNm_43rg

    #621827
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Last score release I found out I failed BEC with a 70.. I know how you feel as my signature is starting to accrue failing scores, and my clock is ticking now.. But I scheduled a retake first week of January before I could tell myself that maybe it's time to give it up. Take a look at this motivational video. It has really helped me to get that fire back to become successful.

    https://youtu.be/0tluNm_43rg

    #620829
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Thank you for posting that video Dream!

    #621828
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Thank you for posting that video Dream!

    #620831
    Texan_176
    Participant

    I just did BEC tonight and I don't know if I passed. I do know this was the worst holiday weekend I have ever had. I did nothing but study the whole time and my eyes feel like they will fall out of my skull. Sunday I have do all of my errands and household stuff like laundry, clean, etc. then Monday we run financials at work so I am slammed until next weekend. I find out about BEC around Dec 9th so if it is a retake I will go in 1st week of Jan. If it's a pass; thank you God but I have to get on Audit.

    BEC 11/29/14 77 (Roger)
    AUD 2/23/15 60 (Roger) 4/13/2015 83 (Roger & Ninja MCQ)
    REG 5/30/2015 66 (Roger & Ninja MCQ(7 hours only)) 8/23/2015 78 (Roger & Ninja MCQ)
    FAR 11/23/2015 60 (Roger & NINJA MCQ) 2/24/2016 74 (Roger & NINJA MCQ) 5/25/2016 83 (Roger+Roger CRAM & NINJA MCQ/NOTES)
    Texas Ethics Exam 92%

    Licensed TX CPA Aug 2016

    #621829
    Texan_176
    Participant

    I just did BEC tonight and I don't know if I passed. I do know this was the worst holiday weekend I have ever had. I did nothing but study the whole time and my eyes feel like they will fall out of my skull. Sunday I have do all of my errands and household stuff like laundry, clean, etc. then Monday we run financials at work so I am slammed until next weekend. I find out about BEC around Dec 9th so if it is a retake I will go in 1st week of Jan. If it's a pass; thank you God but I have to get on Audit.

    BEC 11/29/14 77 (Roger)
    AUD 2/23/15 60 (Roger) 4/13/2015 83 (Roger & Ninja MCQ)
    REG 5/30/2015 66 (Roger & Ninja MCQ(7 hours only)) 8/23/2015 78 (Roger & Ninja MCQ)
    FAR 11/23/2015 60 (Roger & NINJA MCQ) 2/24/2016 74 (Roger & NINJA MCQ) 5/25/2016 83 (Roger+Roger CRAM & NINJA MCQ/NOTES)
    Texas Ethics Exam 92%

    Licensed TX CPA Aug 2016

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