I pity BSBOSS…obviously he has to shout to get his point across and is obviously overlooked at home and in the workplace else he'd not be here desperately seeking attention, shouting over forums and whining all the time.
Its unfortunate noone showed you enough love as a wee lad BS.
I hope you can get some professional help with your issues and trust that you will one day make a full recovery and can re-join the rest of here in the real world.
Meanwhile, best of luck to you in fantasyland! Oh, and just a word of advise: If you think people are laughing at you behind your back and pointing when you've your back turned. THEY ARE.