@kb24,
You are not alone. I am putting off scheduling any summer stuff for the same exact reason. I can't put something down on the calendar, because if I do fail (please, please I am hoping not) then not only will I be disappointed (and then likely disappoint my family) I will double dip on the disappointment by having to cancel plans to reschedule exams. I don't think I can take all that.
All in all, we worked hard ! We should pride ourselves on that. I am a worrier too. But all too often I have read on this site, that worrying can't change what is done. Don't waste any days on worrying. Just think of how many days you have already given for these exams. No need for extras. 🙂
So, for now, it is poker face time. (as I am trying to convince myself!) We will know soon enough. Keep your chin up—you took 4 exams in one window—holy cow, unprecedented. Bravo. I am rooting for you !!!!!
If all else fails: administer chocolate regularly ( I like the dark kind, good for the ole ticker), imbibe a bit (Sierra Nevada IPA—or a nice red wine from Washington, Walla Walla Valley—someday when I finish , my husband and I will take a trip there !! or a good (tried and true) movie—just sharing my vices—-insert whatever your pleasure/poison !!
Take care,
nadia b.
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