I hate how the scores all come out at the same time and everyone you know KNOWS that you have your score, all I want to do is lie….I really feel like such a disappointment. Everyone in my life is supportive, but I feel like I keep letting them down. I also feel like they compare me to every CPA they know and think I'm incompentent…which makes me think I'm incomeptent when I compare myself to some of my co-workers who have passed (how could HE/SHE pass and not me!? really!?) I feel terrible that my boyfriend might be deploying again to Iraq soon and I can't even visit him every weekend like we'd planned on, it just sucks. I know that I have to wake up tomorrow and start studying again, but I really just feel like I'm at my all time lowest, I knew this path would be hard, but it now feels impossible. I'm so defeated π
FAR 54, 62, 49(day of my grandpas funeral)
AUD 36, 66, 61
REG 55
BEC 56, 68