I'm taking the lid off the box! Stand back the Ragin' Cajun is out!
So you found a few ways to not pass the CPA exam. I found a few of those myself. But along the way, I found out something more important. I found out what I was made of. I found out that you can't let this test get inside your head, and it sounds like you already have. Tell that little voice in your head that keeps saying “You aren't good enough” to get the hell out. You are worth it. You are good enough. You are stronger than you think. You just have to do one thing today…. Get. Back. Up. Score release is a rough when your score comes in below 75 and even harder when there is another credit on the line. I know. I've been there. You are starting to head towards that dark place that will pin you to the ground and keep you down. Turn around NOW! Don't think about any of those other scores behind you. Those are done. Think about the one in front of you. I know it hurts right now. It hurts like hell and I'm not trying to belittle that pain. I've felt it. Twice! But you can do this. You just need to have faith in yourself. Get back up and come up swinging. It's time to get mad! How much longer do you want this test to rule your life? You have to tell it that you are taking control and you are going to do this!
This is what I want you to do. Start writing! Write down every question you get wrong. Explain it to yourself, IN WRITING. Rewrite the Ninja notes. Do this until your hand cramps. Do this until your signature is nothing more than a squiggly line. If you do this, you will pass. If you do this, you will be a CPA. But first you have to do one thing, Get. Back. Up! Show me, and the rest of the world, what YOU ARE MADE OF! The only way to fail is to quit! I know you aren't made of that! If you were, you wouldn't be here.
*the lid is back on the box and the Ragin' Cajun is secure for now.
I know how you feel. Take the rest of today and get mad. Wake up tomorrow morning, focus that anger on the exam and stop beating yourself up. That's no way to live.