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Needless to say I’ve been pretty bummed lately.
I was fired from my Big 4 firm in Phoenix/Mesa a month ago, after two years of experience. Now I am learning to deal with the stigma and the damage to my reputation. For those not from the Phoenix/Mesa area, the accounting community is quite small, with a large portion of Big 4 hires coming from the local state schools, where I went. Everyone knew me as I was quite involved in various accounting and business societies, and people generally knew me as smart, hardworking, and ambitious. Now that reputation is tarnished and I know people look down on me for this. I suspect that word has already gotten around, as these kind of news spread like wildfire, especially in smaller circles.
I am humiliated and upset because I feel the firing was unfair. I am a hard worker who unfortunately got ONE bad evaluation (out of five). This one evaluation affected my entire year-end review, which resulted in my being fired. The reason I performed badly was due:
– I did not obtain the right kind of experience during my first year. I was basically ticking and tying and making photo copies for a good portion of my first year, and not auditing significant significant accounts or controls.
– I did not recur on any clients, I was always thrown from one fire to the other, leading me to always encounter a learning curve on each client.
– During my second year, I did not have any seniors. I was the staff and reported directly to the manager, who were overworked themselves and did not have time to develop me.
– The client where I got the bad review was a first-year engagement, so no prior-year workpapers.
But at the end of the day, these are just “excuses” and hey, tough luck, you didn’t perform to par so we’re letting you go. People aren’t blind to the fact that I was put in tough situations. They simply don’t care. It’s up or out.
I’m very heartbroken as I pictured myself having a lifelong career at this firm.
I was very unhappy my entire second year and had already started talking to recruiters. One of which is now disinterested in me after she learned of me “leaving” without an offer lined up (or so she thinks).
I actually do have an offer lined up prior to being fired, in New Zealand of all places! (yes, the country!) It’s an audit position with another Big 4. I feel very lucky to have it and am in the process of filling out all the paperwork for the work permit.
However, as anyone can, I have gotten cold feet from time to time and have been testing the waters locally to have an offer lined up here just in case something goes wrong and I am unable to go to New Zealand. And of course, the whole thing of leaving the country for a couple years can give someone cold feet as well.
I am fortunate and counting my blessings that I have a job offer lined up. However, it is still very hard to deal with being fired and dealing with the damage to my reputation. I am a hard worker who was placed in tough and unfair experiences and payed the ultimate price for it.
I would like to reach out to the Another71 community for advice on how to deal with the transition, how to deal with the reputation damage, and steps that I can take from here. Any advice, criticism, insights are much appreciated … thank you!
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